That's
what we are supposed to say right? That somehow we have crawled to the other
side of the 365 days since Jessica was taken from us and now it will be easier?
To me I look at it as: "Good lord, now I have to make it through the next
65 or so years?!
While my sister was so much more than her
death, I wrote this in hopes of the beginning of an explanation of
the extraordinary pain that we carry throughout our lives. Jessica is
THE MOST AMAZING person that I have had the pleasure of knowing. There has been
a lot that has happened lately. A lot of crazy drama, I know you hated drama.
Oh how I wish you were here to help me through these tough times. I know that
you are always with me, in my heart. Even though I wish you could physically be
here with me through all this. You're kids are growing up. Me and Brayden have
become really close. He's became my best friend, he also helps me become a
better person. The girls are starting to get some personality. I wish you were
here to experience this with me. I wish you could see your children grow. I
miss you so much. I don't think this year has made anything easier. If anything
I am upset that I have missed out on a whole year with you. I miss you
Jessica.
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