Friday, December 2, 2011

Shocking News!!

People that read my blog know that some things happened back in September. Well unfortunately it is all still a blur to me. I made myself a doctor’s appointment, because I felt very weak and light headed. If you know me, then you know that my period has never really been regular. So since I haven’t been sexually active I didn't freak out when it didn't come. Well it turns out that I am about 12 weeks Pregnant. When I was told this news I was shocked. The crying began because I had no idea I was pregnant. I am terrified; I am only 21 fixing to be 22. I know I am an adult, but I had so many life experiences I wanted to experience before I had children. Everything happens for a reason. I can’t imagine doing this on my own. I mean I know my brother will be there for me, but I always imagined having a husband, then a child. I don’t plan on telling my EX, I just don’t think that it’s safe. I am not sure that I will tell many people. Maybe the very few that I trust. 

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