Saturday, September 18, 2010

Dear Jessica


Jessica, my heart is crying out for you. Me and dad went and picked out your headstone this afternoon and I left there with a knot in my stomach that will not go away. I am once again angry that I am helping making these decisions!  I miss you so much and my world is closing in on me this evening. I’m crying for prayers for not only me, but for dad and everyone else affected by this. I love you and I need you. I have no idea how I am going to survive this pain. Seeing your children I realize that I have a piece of you that is growing every day. I am still sadden by the fact that they will not know who their mother is. I wish you were hear every day. 

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